WARNING: Borderline whiny post ahead due to exhaustion.
I’m not sure how to balance my life right now.
I am trying my best to put all that I have into teaching my class.
I am spending tomorrow morning with my staff at a retreat. Saturday mornings are always when I try to “catch up on life.”
I am signing up for a college reading class I have to take to get my Professional Teaching Certificate.
I have to double up on the amount of physical therapy sessions I am doing because my hip is giving me fits.
I am working so many hours putting together an event for charity. (Will reveal soon. I pinky swear).
I am having trouble sleeping.
I did not keep up on the amount of home rehab I needed to do this week.
I am failing at keeping my website updated.
I have so many emails I need to answer.
My principal wants to send me to an upcoming weekend reading conference, which is exciting, but I just don’t know if my body can handle it. Weekends mean recovery for me. I hate having to admit that to her.
My heart rate has been really high. My blood pressure has been super low.
I have been super POTSy.
I’m crashing. I can feel it. I know I need to listen to my body, but I am not sure how, with everything that needs to get done.
I have brought a lot of this on myself. I know I have. I also know that it doesn’t help that I am a control freak and like to do things myself.
I know it will all get done. But tonight everything seems too much to handle.
First and foremost, I need a good night’s sleep.
That would make a huge difference in making life seem more manageable.